SleeplessMays

So, I'm currently stuck in my room listening to my roommate and her friend babble on about stupid guy stuff. I never knew someone could carry on a conversation about the opposite gender for *looks at watch* a near HOUR. I'm pretty much to the point where I want to weep for my gender. Honestly. Really girls? You do stuff with guys without them making any commitment and you wonder WHY they won't commit to you after you've given them what they want. And it's not even like you're focusing in on one. Now, I'm not here to judge, but I can't help but sit here and go "God damn, doesn't anyone actually care about real relationships anymore? You know,

It's odd when one day you stop to take a look at your life. All the changes within yourself...and all the obstacles you're finally overcoming. The past couple days...I can't help but be amazed at how blessed my life truly is. Not to mention how much it's changed in just 2 or 3 years alone. It's hard to think about my life without the people that have come into it. It's hard to even imagine how I ever got by without the good people...or how the bad people managed to stay in my life for so long. Or, dang, how'd I get old enough to be in college? College. Oy. I thought I was going to be so lonely. Never in a million years would I thought I wo

(I do not feel neglected as my mood thingy would lead you to believe...I simply cannot change it!) I need to rant. That's all this is. So if you're wondering what's up with me...you're more than welcome to read. But I don't recomend it. I need to get my juices flowing. And better here than...Facebook or something. And I feel bad just unleashing this on all my friends. I know you're there for me, yeah. But everyone knows...sad sacking around does NOT make for good conversation. Hell, I hate listening to myself sometimes...I never shut up. And I don't really want to talk about it either. ^^U ...And that kind of mindset is what I curren